Words by:
Joziboi
It was a whirlwind three days filled with parties and a reckless indulgence in substances, particularly speed which was readily available. As the three days came to an end, I found myself moving about like a zombie, drained and disoriented. At that moment, someone offered me a joint or pipe, and without much thought, I took a few tokes. Little did I know that it was changa, a powerful psychedelic substance.
Suddenly, I found myself transported to a different realm, as if the skies above me had opened up. The experience felt like an eternity, lasting for what seemed like 8 hours, instead of the usual ten minutes associated with changa. Overwhelmed, I was trembling and unable to communicate properly. My friends were understandably worried, thinking that I had lost my grip on reality. In an attempt to calm me down, they gave me what they believed were sleeping pills, but they turned out to be 2cb, another mind-altering substance.
During the trip, I felt completely exposed, as if all my innermost thoughts were laid bare for everyone to see. It was as if I was observing myself from the outside, with every passing thought being projected outward for all to witness. The experience served as a profound teacher, revealing to me the changes I needed to make in my life and shedding light on the ways in which society and media had subtly influenced and brainwashed me.
As a result of this transformative journey, I realized the importance of shaking off the negative "vibes" and distrust that had been ingrained in me by mainstream society and media. It was a wake-up call to be more discerning about the information I consumed, particularly avoiding sensationalized news that only added to my anxieties.
While the experience ultimately led to positive changes in my life and made me stronger, I must emphasize the importance of caution when dealing with such potent substances, especially when one is already exhausted or sleep-deprived. Though I wouldn't trade this life-altering encounter, I acknowledge that it could have been even more beautiful had I approached it with greater care and preparation.
In conclusion, this journey into the unknown was a pivotal moment that shaped my life in a positive way. It taught me to question societal norms and embrace a more mindful existence. However, I must caution others to approach such experiences with caution and respect, as the outcome can be unpredictable and potentially risky. Let my story be a reminder to tread carefully and seek guidance if ever contemplating a similar path of self-discovery.